Being angry is not something that I'm proud of but can't escape the feelings except I'm not angry @ anyone particular but @ myself. For being so angry @ being angry. A good colleague told me that you have to care your relationship with God and it will affect ur relationship with people and the entire universe eventually.
True, God must be angry with me for spending more time on others and not Him... Am trying and learning constantly but am really scared that history repeats again. Am trying so hard to seek forgiveness of those I've hurt before but still could not forgive myself. But first and foremost the forgiveness of the One and Only.
To manage the anger within, I'm glad I found some comforting words from people whom I believe God's given angels on earth. Personally, these people are mostly known to others but strangers to me but their words in a way help me in giving me strength. People whom I don't even notice all these while but have become among those close to my heart. May God bless them.
