True Meaning of Life.

The true meaning of life is to be able to control one’s own life and not being controlled by other people. I want to be not free but a more controlled of my life. Been far away from what I have imagined but I seemed to have ruined my life so far. Not that I’m not being ungrateful but I lost control of what I want to do in being a human being. I need to really fully understand the reason of living in this world from now on. I might regret or maybe looked back at some of the wrong decisions that I took but I guess by taking one giant step I need to really take control of my life from now on.